Log 26th March 2022. Survived but Facing Another Trouble

Well, I guess I had negative thoughts about certain people and I'm glad they don't think how I thought they would. They obviously spotted a bit of difference with the way I bought things from their shops. But let's not talk further about it.

Because now I am facing another "odd" such as weird pain around my neck that I'm worried about. It is doesn't feel so huge a deal when I'm not thinking about it but if it got worse, or to be precise, got bigger. I might face some sickness that, from a human perspective, needed an operation. But of course, let's hope not.

Because right now, despite I'm facing a harsh truth of my own life. I'm more concerned about what's happening far up in the northern area of Earth, we're gonna have World War y'know? And I couldn't see any way for them to change their mind. One leader expected to handle a promise, yet the other leader expect the aggressor to shut up. So now I was like, "huh....this other leader... The one that wanted the aggressor to shut up, why stubborn? Why force the world to go to war?" The "mediator" country in the middle was right. Why does this other country only resort to violence? 

I guess my "teacher" was right, that WWIII is inevitably gonna happen no matter we, as citizens of the world, trying to prevent the Elites from doing that. Well, I'm not sure that my place is gonna free from World War though. Sure I'm so far from them, but our country also has involvement, tiny but still involved, in their (the northern war)'s feud. My vision about the world may gonna have so little lands left in the future might come in as true future we're gonna face.

My teacher said, sometimes a harsh truth about human civilization is " a War needed to balance and reconstruct human's mindset about the future" look, I know some of you may think that's an insane idea. But let's recap a little bit of what Elites can do. First of all, Elites have power, and they're still human. All of their crap about "democracy within people", is partially nonsense. Why? Because democracy is impossible to be implemented within a human's egocentric life. Their goal may look noble but for how long before the selfishness in them kicked in? Besides, when it comes to people's power, that power can be bought or bribed. Real democracy, do you want to know what it looks like? They don't consist of Political interests. They should just be filled with debate within people and discuss what's good for the country's development. 

Real democracy shouldn't be filled with agenda of "destroying other parties". I mean, you guys still live in the same country for God's sake! Why does it feel like you guys live in different countries in one place? But you know, this voice of mine might couldn't reach them due to a lack of acknowledgment anyway. So I just wait and see how things going.