Log 4th June 2021 Mysterious Signs from Both Reality and Dreams

It's been a month since my latest entry, some of you probably question whether I survived or sick or wandering around somewhere. Well, the right word is, I got nothing to do, but that doesn't mean my mind and power also stop working. Since three weeks ago, I've been kept dreaming about something out of reality. What does that mean? It means dreams that totally out of my memory. 

Usually dreams like this bear heavy clues, be it the future or simply a sip of an alternate universe. The funny part about it was I was in it, not just merely observe someone. Meaning I might've swapped with someone's mind or I might not around when events out there happen. 

Apart from those dreams, I'm not quite surprised if every all these were just about me moving drastically to someplace else, OR I might've died and reborn in a different timeline and different world of course.

But then what would happen to this timeline? Are they gonna be alright now that I know I'm a beacon of lifestream of this timeline? I'm worried, God or Creator, I failed to find some of my people yet I might close to leaving them irresponsibly like this. 

I wish I could lead this world longer as they placed the mission on me. But with everything happening today, I doubt the end of the timeline could wait any longer than humans expected them to be. 

I've seen the signs all over the place of this world. It looks to me that all of that? Was just a lost cause that would never be recovered in a short time. Any of those? Would take a minimum of 45 years to recover. Maybe some of you might ask me, why so long? I'll answer, with all those pandemics, rebels all over the world, strange phenomena, strange weathers, and mysterious deaths everywhere? What do you think in the process of doing these huh? Do we have a magic particle? Do we have space tech that high enough to terraform the Earth? None! Why did you think there was a magic society in the past or centuries before our time? To survive! But current civilization destroyed it because they are jealous while on the surface they said "oh they're using demonic rituals to do this! Condemn or sentence them to death!" 

Now you don't have that society to help you cope with all these situations, what are you gonna do huh? Waiting to be doomed?