Private Journal

27th November 2019,

Once again my health gotten deteriorated again, not quite sure what's the cause but, my eyesight gotten worse somehow, trying to make sure everything noted here. I will not put this in any other affiliated partner of this blog, cause I only tell those who really want to know me.

Anyway, a few visions I told before might probable the cause I gotten like this. You see, playing with Timeline kind of serious trouble, it will decide the Path of every decisions everybody made.

This post I will make it different from others, it will always update. Unlike the other news. It doesn't have a constant content. But this post might contain a lot of disturbing information about future, the future that much likely current human saying as "bullshit"

Anyway, I'll update later on, if I'm still "healthy"

3rd December 2019,

Today I was able to re-affirm and confirm a lot of things the terms "moved on" that understandable by human of this age. And to have a lot of people of this world forced to move out of their home like many times yet they still denying things such as "What's already so obvious" makes me quite clear as sky saying that human of this age, probably would face calamity faster than any prophets, any scientists ever predicted. And what's worse is they still even thinking about getting more and more "Separated", not what I was expected "United", NO, they still think being separated is the best choice !!

You know, I've been researching human history and analogy of human for, I don't know, decades ? But never in my mind that they actually have gone even worse than many movies told us already ! If I could talk to God, I'd just simply saying,

"What is it, God ? Why do you want them keep survive ? These.....rotten creature ? These creature just keep war each other, make themselves even worse, instead of aiming for the greater good for Earth. Why they're so narrow-minded ?!"

Inside, deep down, I'm quite emotional today, not to mention bad thing happening to me and still continue, I guess. But worry not, I'm quite calm on the outside....

16th December 2019,

Finally rainy season in my place kind of stop, because I'm still unsure whether this situation really stop or just barely a day bright and then rainy again. I've got 7 days to travel to my 2nd hometown. But I'm not really enthusiastic about it. Because I'm not sure I can go into the country or not.

Not to mention maybe the people there might not really like me. Well, anyway, I'm just glad end of year might not going the way my prophecy say about. But I'll never let my guard down. It's still half month to reach next year, and I wouldn't be surprise if next year things getting a lot worst in terms both Nature and Man-made disasters.

I don't know what to say to these....current age of Human. Or to be precise, this year's human. It feels like, there's something inside them boiled up and they turn rebels more vigorously than ever before. To be honest I couldn't get any visions about human lately because I'm trying to reduce my involvement to this age's faith by not reading any of the "Reliable News". But I heard things not really settle down now that I avoid them. I guess this is really destiny things ?

Anyway, if I managed to enter my 2nd home town, I just want to enjoy how many days I have left. Because I'm pretty sure there's a few anomalies in my health status. But I prefer to keep quite about it. It might be wouldn't happen and I don't have to get embarrass after.




31st December 2019,

It's end of the year, I'm terribly sorry for delayed any deep insights I got, I left my rundown laptop so that my dad's won't see me as a stress object, thats right I'm currently in Singapore to look for clue and find out what's gonna happen after The Ring. Roughly not so much I could tell except that the Sun somehow get closer to....wherever I am right now. I hope this year won't follow my guts whatsoever, coz I have a really bad feeling that this "next year" will be the hottest and dehydrated year that human have ever been experience.

But pretty sure, I might be wrong, y'know, coz somewhere in many different places, there are a lot of snows, I hope thing stays that way, like Yin Yang, y'know ?

I'll be back active on longer article around 6th or 7th January, or if there's nothing happen around the EOY of course...


03rd February 2020,

I sensed something like a mural or great tower in the middle of deserted heated island, I wonder what was that ?

I have a bad feeling that another natural disaster coming big time from below ground....

What will happen soon, is it worsen or mid-range disaster ? Hmm....