World's Lurking Danger and My Connected Dream #ScienceDiary03

There was a time I dream about Tsunami + Landslide, but there was also a time I dream about some of my old relatives. So far, I've been trying to understand the connection between warning and just a mere dream.


For years, there is one topic that comes in my head and still trying to figure out, what exactly Einstein saying about Alternate Reality or Time Distortion. Are they actually exist or just simply a theory that hasn't been proven yet ? Since year 2000, I've been empowering something inside me and trying to figure out what is it that I'm actually doing whenever I got "Mind Trauma" or in modern scientific says, "Seizures"

I'll be honest with everybody, I had an Epilepsy. Had, not having. That time, I wasn't sure the right explanation of the seizures. All I knew that time was, I feel headache, and then I feel like my eyesight blocked by some kind of a "dimension space wall-ish" and when that happen, I try my best to fight it, but I lose, I started to seizures and unable to control my body, sometimes puked whatever near my throat that time. And the next happen after was, I suddenly somewhere different place than my initial spot.

That happened for years until I reach at the age of 32, and then I started to find articles about seizures and epilepsy. Based on this Reliable Sources I found out that, normal deja vu triggered based on real life activity. While epilepsy-based deja vu trigger enhanced on dreams. Which is why the conclusion is, the more absorbed I am into sleep, the stronger deja vu triggered to my higher brain function and sometimes close to Premonition.

Now, I don't want to address myself as Psychic or Indigo Kid or whatever "Specials", but I won't deny that I had a few times "see" my own near future from my dream. It is almost close to deja vu, but instead I had experienced the scenes in my dream. The sad part of this "skill" is uncontrollable. I never been able to control the specific time and location of when and where I'm gonna experience the scenes. But, for quite sometimes, I understand how to separated the "vision" from normal dream, and I also still trying to figure out how exactly this "vision" triggered by.

Some people in the world may have this kind of "vision" because, you know people, everyone have different traumatic history. A few months ago, I was trying to contact some of them, and trying to read their symptom. But, turns out there's so many of them just simply "Psychic-fans-wannabe" and in return they made of me. I left them completely, I blocked this so-called Group, coz they always do nothing that thinking I'm also a wannabe-ish.

Anyhow, enough about my "source of vision" but what is the connection with world. Apparently, for months I kept dreaming about a big Land Slide and a big Flood. Not sure where and when it is. I just hope it won't be happen. Because it is sucks. I've seen bodies everywhere, dead and the floods, it's like  newly formed river. While the Land Slide.....it's more like Island Collapsing. But like I said, when and where ??

This kind of dreams drained me so much, I always getting so tired, despite I was sleeping.

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