A Dream of Never Visited Place

These past few months, I've been dreaming of some place I never been before. It was like a facility or some sort. In that dream, I've finally having some colleagues that shares the same faith of life. But what is that place ? I have no idea until now. But one thing for sure, that place, that "faith" place is where I will meet everything I've been searching for decades. 

I still clueless here looking for jobs that at least could ease my father's burden. But none, never, whenever I got job interview, they're all duds, never came with satisfying result. I've been thinking so many ways to getting "cash" but....I really hope I don't have to use the last resort.

I'm, for the first time, feel scared. Not because of death, but because I feel like I could never able to repay my dad, while all other family members ignore me.